Saturday, November 05, 2005

The empty chair

The empty chair, staring at me, constantly reminding of what's missing.. ..

Congratulation to Scott and Marian, it is the best wedding I have ever attended and I seriously doubt that someone is going to top it. Everything went beautifully and I hope it's a good omen for their marriage.

I can't help it, wedding just isn't a good thing for people in my frame of mind. It's like being single on Valentine's Day, things just aren't right no matter what. At our table, there were four couples, me and an empty chair, it's impossible to NOT think about it, it's like trying to ignore a giant mole on someone's face. No matter how beautiful the girl maybe, that mole would ruin everything. When all the couples started to dance and you are left at the table making small talk to groom's brother, who is a JUNIOR in high school, you know your life is pathetic.

I will think over this whole thing on my way back to
Dallas tomorrow, hopefully i can get something more meaningful.