Here with me

First entry on the new laptop, hoping to be the first of many entries to come.

The last few weeks have been pretty good considering the circumstance that I am jobless and being generally worthless for over 6 months. Even though I have no income, I somehow managed to fool myself into buying a new laptop for 'school', but you have to give credit to where credit is due, this laptop is a pretty good bang for the bucks, so I guess you can find some positives in any situation.

In slightly over two hours, I am going to have the first exam of this semester; it's time to find out if I learned anything in economics for the last two years. For this class, I have not been taking any notes, have not purchased the book and I even managed to skipped one of three lectures so far. But again, this might be the only time that my worthless eco degree will do me some good and I might as well use it while I can

At the end of every semester, I always kick myself for not studying hard and give myself a chance for a good grade at the end, and I have having this feeling that I am walking down the same path again. I feel like one of those mentally illed who have no control but to hurt himself over and over again. I don't know why, maybe my laziness is so severe that it has become some type of disorder.

Anyway, back to studying